2010-09-12 @ 11:02 a.m.
Crank It Up
It's just one of those moments when reality sets in just a little bit too much for my liking.
I have a stack of overdue payments i need to sort out and practically no money to pay them with.
One of them for the Sky at my Ma's place and they cut that off if you don't pay the bill....and more than anything i'd really like to not have to deal with an irrate mother.
One of the other's is for my gym membership and they will have cancelled that so i'm going to have to plead the poor case over the phone...which i'm not exactly in the mood to do.
And another is for my contact lenses, so i'm stuck wearing my old pair of glasses which doesn't exactly make me smile.
I need a swap for two of my shifts next week and it's so short notice i'm getting slightly panicky about them.
God i hope it doesn't carry on like this for the next nine months because i think i've had all the stress i can take for this life time.
The sooner i have a talk with the roster clerk and get some sort of system going and the sooner i get into a routine of going to that gym the absolute better.
I might have to discuss unpaid leave...and i definately need to use today's shift to get some important things done...like rethink the remaining annual leave i have.
Right now i'm doing my best to find any and all student finance help i can find, but it appears to be limited.
To top this lot off, today i'm working with my least favourite two people. And it's sunday.
What a joy.
Yesterday i WAS full of joy, wanting to spread that silly happiness all over the pages of DL.
But that's just going to have to wait for another day, when my head's back in dreamland or some such.
<<ghosts []the mist>>
A shit load of contradictions, wrapped up neatly, with a nice pretty bow.
Reading. Writing. Zoos & Animal Parks. Bowling. Coffee Ice-cream. Blues Rock/Alternative/Indie Music. Fallen Angels. Wild Flowers. Pastrami. Vanilla Coke. Autumn. Harry Potter. Driving. Turquoise. Southern Comfort. Aviators. Semolina. Christmas. Museums. Dream Catchers. Roller Coasters. Tattoos. Winter Cider. Philosophy. Vintage Shops. Night time. Chinese Lanterns. Hoop earrings. Sci-Fi. Flowery Skirts. Mythical Creatures. Weeping Willows. Castles. Yankee Candles. Rainy Mornings. Ballet Pumps. Baking. Art Galleries. Long pendants. Quills and Ink. Spiced Rum. Libraries. Sleeping. Converse. Forests. Banana Milk. Venetian Masks. Poetry. Fireworks. US License Plates. Graveyards. Quotes. White Chocolate. Cats. Stars. Scrap Books. Shopping. Metallic Nail Varnish. Keepsakes. Phoenixes. Golden Grahams. Horror Movies. Tea (Esp. Rose Earl Grey). Lemonade Shower Gel. Travelling. Tragic Love. Piercings. Old Book & New Sponge Smells. Storms. Witty People. Cherries. Colourful Socks. American Dramas. Airports. Aston Martins. Hazelnut Lattes. Cowboys. Skeleton Keys. Cajun Chicken. Ivy. Dreams. Cinnamon Waffles. Old London. French Cheese. Trilby Hats. Antiques. Colourful Plasters. Postcards. Colourful paperclips. Bangles. Marvel & DC Comics. Key rings. Notebooks.
Dishonesty. Racism. Narrow-Mindedness. Idiocy. Unwarranted Violence. Neglective Parents. Bullying. Unearned Respect. Betrayal. Extreme Heat. Bright Lights. Sickness. Mushrooms & Olives. Alarm Clocks. Unfounded Jealousy. South African Accents. Celebrity Biographies. Suffocating Presences. Restrictions. Superficial people. Game playing. Routines.
Robert Frost Leather Bound Journal.
Small Vinyl Book Ends.
Astro Star Lamp.
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