So i managed to clear more than half of my Facebook friends last night. As in, I'm down to 191 instead of 404...and it kind of made me laugh.

I was like, 'Why the hell is this person on here? Who is this?! I don't even like this person!' It just goes to show really. No more just letting people add me.

And yeah, I deleted all of my Dad's family bar two. My sister - because I just don't know if I have the heart to get rid of her, and my cousin Tyler, because despite the fact I haven't spoken to him in years, I always had the fondest memories of him - he was the cool 17 yr old working in Gap when i was 13.

It felt good to have a little purge though.

The whole shutting people out in friendship thing - that's not going as well as I thought it would though.

Paul and Jamie are easy enough to ignore, I just don't text or message them and block them off my Facebook wall, and sooner or later they'll give up. Sarah, I just talk to about class work and not much else - I don't seek her out or anything anymore and I sure as hell don't trust her.

But Luke...yeah, that doesn't seem to be happening like i thought it would.

He came back last night and he was straight in my bedroom - lounging about on my bed with a beer, ordering us food from Texas Grill, bringing me up a white wine spritzer while I proof read Tiv's essays and then watching all three Ripper Street episodes with me and Lauren.

Then this morning he jumped out at me when I left my bedroom, damn near giving me a heart attack, and then stayed around to chat before going off to class.

And then I got some texts - telling me the grades he'd got and saying 'Good luck with your grades babez x' which is him in a really good and normal we're-best-friends kind of mood. And i just...i don't understand.

One minute i'm his friend and the next i'm not. It's giving me a headache.

Lissa thinks i should just tell him he's either my friend full time or not at all. I said i'd wait until he was behaving like a dick again and then tell him. It's bound to happen sooner or later, I just need to make sure i've not lulled myself into a false sense of security by then.

Ah. Gotta run and collect my grades before my first American Science Fiction lecture - wish me luck diary!

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