2011-03-02 @ 6:10 p.m.
For My Sins
I wanted to be a hermit today. I really did.
I wanted to skip class and skulk around in my room all day.
But no. Stupid conscience made me be nice to people.
It made me sit and talk to Tivi for nigh on an hour; about feckin' babies and marriage and god knows what else that i really don't give two shits about right now.
Even though she woke me up from some pretty feckin' pleasant dreams and was telling me what i was doing with my summer. I'm going to Thailand, didn't you know? I didn't either.
It also made me smile and chat for hours on end when Char appeared out of nowhere in my bedroom.
Even if my face was covered in hair remover cream [the banes of having dark hair and fair skin] and i was in the middle of a good book.
I wish i knew how to tell nice people to fuck off. I wish i actually wanted to tell nice people to fuck off; but i'm not sure i always do.
I don't think they'd listen either way.
I'm just a grumpy bitch today.
Look at this scary shit someone found and put on facebook. It's 15 year old me. Yikes.
A shit load of contradictions, wrapped up neatly, with a nice pretty bow.
Reading. Writing. Zoos & Animal Parks. Bowling. Coffee Ice-cream. Blues Rock/Alternative/Indie Music. Fallen Angels. Wild Flowers. Pastrami. Vanilla Coke. Autumn. Harry Potter. Driving. Turquoise. Southern Comfort. Aviators. Semolina. Christmas. Museums. Dream Catchers. Roller Coasters. Tattoos. Winter Cider. Philosophy. Vintage Shops. Night time. Chinese Lanterns. Hoop earrings. Sci-Fi. Flowery Skirts. Mythical Creatures. Weeping Willows. Castles. Yankee Candles. Rainy Mornings. Ballet Pumps. Baking. Art Galleries. Long pendants. Quills and Ink. Spiced Rum. Libraries. Sleeping. Converse. Forests. Banana Milk. Venetian Masks. Poetry. Fireworks. US License Plates. Graveyards. Quotes. White Chocolate. Cats. Stars. Scrap Books. Shopping. Metallic Nail Varnish. Keepsakes. Phoenixes. Golden Grahams. Horror Movies. Tea (Esp. Rose Earl Grey). Lemonade Shower Gel. Travelling. Tragic Love. Piercings. Old Book & New Sponge Smells. Storms. Witty People. Cherries. Colourful Socks. American Dramas. Airports. Aston Martins. Hazelnut Lattes. Cowboys. Skeleton Keys. Cajun Chicken. Ivy. Dreams. Cinnamon Waffles. Old London. French Cheese. Trilby Hats. Antiques. Colourful Plasters. Postcards. Colourful paperclips. Bangles. Marvel & DC Comics. Key rings. Notebooks.
Dishonesty. Racism. Narrow-Mindedness. Idiocy. Unwarranted Violence. Neglective Parents. Bullying. Unearned Respect. Betrayal. Extreme Heat. Bright Lights. Sickness. Mushrooms & Olives. Alarm Clocks. Unfounded Jealousy. South African Accents. Celebrity Biographies. Suffocating Presences. Restrictions. Superficial people. Game playing. Routines.
Robert Frost Leather Bound Journal.
Small Vinyl Book Ends.
Astro Star Lamp.
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